Reality is setting in and it hurts.

This morning I handed in my first graded memo of the year bright and early. I had mixed emotions; part of me was ecstatic to get it off my hands and another part of me was afraid. Once I submitted the email and dropped the hard copy in the box it was all over. No longer can I change anything. Even as I was riding the elevator back down, I began to re-think my QP. I should try acting less 1L-ish.

I did sleep last night. I know quite a few people who didn't and i'm glad I wasn't one of them. I'm very used to all-nighters whether they be voluntary or procrastination induced. I just couldn't bring myself to stay up all night on top of having the dullest weekend of the year because of all this. If I don't do one fun thing the whole weekend, then work should be done so I can sleep. If i'm going to stay up all Sunday night, it better be because I wasted the whole weekend--or was wasted the whole weekend. Same thing.

Not having con law today was so sweet and timely. I love how we never have that class. It's even sweeter having the day off after memo weekend.

I am beginning to feel that as fun as this upcoming weekend is going to be, I think people are going to go into panic mode all of a sudden immediately following. November begins next week and from what I hear, this is the beginning of the big freak out. I don't think i'm ready for all of this and i'm definitely not ready for people to give me agita because they have it.

At the time of this blog entry, I haven't begun to outline yet. I attempted a torts outline a few weeks ago and I hate it so it doesn't even count. This wasn't the plan. I never stick to my own plans.